Listening to your enraged voices and cries out of anger, I’m sorry this is happening. I thought I was doing the right thing, bringing back the justice I deserve. I guess though, I am wrong. Just as always. Thinking what I am doing is the right thing and then regretting it the next moment. I thought this was going to end all the bad things, but no. You all hate me and I know my parents are mad at me for ruining their relationship with all of you. I never meant this to cause so much trouble. I just wanted it to stop. And now you really are making me realize that if I win this case, your son’s lives will be ruined. And though everyone else tells me I am doing the right thing, but for me to be the reason for someone’s life to be ruined for the future, idk… And now I’m putting myself through much more stress and pressure in preparing for what’s happening this weekend. I’m probably not even going to win this, and I will end up looking like a fool. But still, I even am feeling bad and guilty at the thought of winning. And it’s also just so hard going though everything, without much support from the people who have helped me the most from before. To the person who I did this for, I hope you are proud of me..
But I’m just making a stupid mistake, aren’t I?

(via architectureblog)
I saw that elephant seat somewhere… But I don’t remember ): & I wanted to buy it, grrreat. oh, daphne are those daffodils in the back?
i think so haha



