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- I admit it’s just getting harder for me
- I admit I am scared to death knowing later on you’ll just be a person who i say hi to and nothing more
- I admit I tell on the phone to Alexa “we cant be over…that’s just impossible”
- I admit I feel like as every second goes by, a part of me just continues to die
- I admt I feel more lost than I have ever been before
- I admit I don’t want to drift apart
- I admit I don’t want you getting close to other girls
- I admit losing you has caused me to lose more support from my family members
- I admit I now have to face those stupid guys calling me…except now they hit on my and compliment and my body.. Dx
- I admit everything you have given now just lies on my bed
- I admit I can’t bear to remove your picture as my cellphone wallpaper
- I admit I’m afraid I won’t be your hero anymore
- I admit I regret any pain I have caused you
- I admit I still reminisce about the two of us every moment
- I admit the whole time in class all I doodled about was of you
- I admit the moment you’ll stop wearing my bracelet, I won’t be ready to take yours off
- I admit I just want to be in your arms, my hand in yours, and my lips on your lips
- I admit I’m refusing to let you go
- I admit I’m sad I no longer can call you in the morning and at night
- I admit I’m going to miss writing you letters and making cards and leaving voicemails so that way you won’t forget me
- I admit I still believe we were meant for each other chosen by God and that God is just using this time to only strengthen another level of our relationship
- I admit theres just too much to include in this list and I want you to sleep

So I’m going to end it here and admit to you that all the things I am feeling now just make me want more than I think I have ever wanted you, but I guess I have to go along with what you want because what you want and decide is more important than anything I need. I can’t be selfish. Though this is all just killing me, you have to be okay, whether it includes me or not i guess..

-Lastly, I admit that I still love you and its not going to ever go away. You are my inspiration, hero, my superhuman<3